By D’Vorah Meijer
Recently, the Father Has Been Working in Healing
To begin with myself, He has destroyed and removed a spirit of self-hatred. (“I’m not worthy, I can’t do anything right, real breakthroughs aren’t for me…”)
This afternoon, I saw my daughter radiant with light, after a similar spiritual battle was silenced and broken.
Where does this hatred come from? And why do we often see it in women?
Since the beginning of time, women have been regarded as second-class citizens. G-d made us one. Two become one. The husband is the priest of the household. This means he prays for us, helps us, and intercedes for us before the Father. And we serve one another and are there together for the children.
As the priest of the household, he carries a measure of final responsibility, and in consultation with the Heavenly Father, a final decision is made. But no one rules over the other. Women have always been treated as second-class citizens. And that has had an effect. We began to carry it silently and accept it, but inside, something grew crooked.
What the Heavenly Father also made clear to me is that if we don’t talk about it — if we carry and endure it as “this is just how it is, we just have to accept it” — something inside of us grows crooked.
In the decades I’ve been allowed to serve in the ministry of healing and deliverance, under the authority of my Beloved, my Heavenly Father, He has shown and taught me many things over the years. Generations of mothers have placed their daughters under the yoke of second-class identity. And why has this become so deeply rooted? Because we were silent. Pretending it wasn’t there.
But thanks to my Lord, I am allowed to open things up. Why? Because He made me an “open book.” I AM — that is the name of our Father. If He is allowed to heal, then YOU ARE too.
There is nothing to hide… or to change. You are allowed to be.
I’ve been allowed to pray through and break things over our ancestry, our mothers in our family line, over myself — all under the guidance of His Ruach. Ruach Ha’Kodesh. His holy breath!
If we dare to be honest and open up, the Father can heal and restore. And you begin to see things change before your eyes.
Women who know there is anger inside them and don’t share it begin to pass on the behavior they developed through their experiences to their children. If there has been oppression, you begin to create oppression. If anger has been poured over you, you begin to pour it over others. If a daughter never felt she had a MOTHER, she will sooner or later project that same behavior onto her own children.
But there is good news
If we live under the guidance of the Anointed One and dare to surrender to His leading, He will take us on the path of healing and restoration. Things are removed, broken, and hearts are healed. Forgiveness can be spoken, where needed, and where the person is still alive to receive it.
What you have lived under, you will pass on. But where healing from the Eternal One is allowed to enter, you will also set others free. But… we must dare to be an open book — a living letter.
As the Christian Scriptures affirm in 2 Corinthians 3:2–3:
“You yourselves are our letter, written on our hearts, known and read by everyone. You show that you are a letter from Christ, the result of our ministry, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.”
Also found in the Torah.
This means we must be honest and dare to confess what has lived in us and how the Living G-d has healed it. If you dare to be honest, you will also remain humble, because you know what HE has healed in you, restored in you, delivered you from. That makes and shapes you into a humble servant!
Exodus 31:18 “Tablets of stone, written with the finger of G-d” → The Law is given externally on stone.
Deuteronomy 6:6 “These words… shall be upon your heart” → The Law must be carried internally.
Jeremiah 31:33 “I will put My law within them and write it on their hearts”
A Testimony:
Today, something wondrous happened. A long road of inner struggle, self-rejection, and pain ended in a moment of pure deliverance. I was allowed to pray for and with Rivkah, and the chains of self-hatred were broken. What remained? A woman who radiates. Not from her own strength, but with the glow of His beauty.
Rivkah is no longer the searching girl. She has become a grown woman in Him. And the world may see it.
Soon, a new photo will appear on the website. Not just an image, but a testimony: Of here. Of now. Of His work.
The author is beloved daughter, scroll-bearer, and voice reborn. After surviving a stroke that nearly silenced her, Abba restored her speech word by word, as she obeyed His whisper to declare a Psalm aloud. Now she writes with deeper fire and surrendered clarity—not from theory, but from testimony.